>>58103014>How can I feel superior but miserable at the same time?
Your ego is protecting itself by saying "am I miserable and weak? No! I'm not! I'm the rightest and strongest ever!"
It's called insecurity. If you really sit down and reflect, you'll find that the things you get most angry about (like comments that make you flash-red and go 0-1000 degrees temperature of the sun hot) are comments that point out a weakness in yourself that you don't want to admit.
That anger/denial is your ego not wanting your weaknesses exposed. To do so, it must flip the script: I'm NOT insecure, so therefore, I must be REALLY secure.
When its not true.
The fact that you recognize this is a good first step. I'd suggest really, concretely writing these things down, and asking yourself "how to I address this?"