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I'm not looking for /adv/ice as such more just wondering who can relate as it seems to be a pretty rare thing.
Basically I have a staring problem whereby my gaze is involuntarily drawn towards anybody in my peripheral vision, causing me to stare at them uncontrollably. It can be quite intense and can be absolutely crippling in social situations. It causes me to be pretty agoraphobic. I tend to wear a cap or preferably sunglasses whenever I can get away with it because I can clam up, go bright red or even have a full on panic attack if I'm stuck in that situation.
I work in an open-plan office too where seats are angled in a triangle type arrangement which means quite often there are people sat either side to the front of me, angled sort of inwards and I'm staring at them from the corner of my eye constantly, despite by eyes being firmly fixed forwards. I can feel my whole face aching and straining and can give myself a headache sometimes trying to resist it. If it gets really bad I can clam up, go bright red from embarrassment and even have a panic attack.
The worst thing is that whenever I sense anybody noticing it, it makes it even worse, I start to get extremely uncomfortable and so do they, the more uncomfortable they get the worse I get and the more I do it. It happens more with the kind of person I wouldn't want to stare at - for instance if I'm in a group of guys and there's 1 girl, she will be the target. If I'm in a mixed group or a group of girls and there's one who's particularly attractive, same thing. If there's anybody with an obvious disability or deformity, or anybody who I feel remotely threatened by, they tend to be the target of my staring.
So yeah, I've done a little online research and have not read a single testimonial about anybody managing to overcome the problem. I'd like to know if anybody here has experienced this and how you dealt with it.
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>27 yo >khvirgin >Meet a cute 31 year old single mom >She has a 7 year old boy >Starts showing interest in me >Thinks I'm cool, flirts, eventually asks me out. >The date was awesome, I was nervous and she thought it was cute. >Drops her at her place, the nanny is just leaving >"Hey anon, my kid is already sleeping, don't you want to come in?" >holyshititshappening.jpg >Small talk on the couch, she jumps on top of me and starts making out with me. >Sex.jpg >I never felt so happy in my life >Been together for two months >Her kid is a cool guy, loves dinosaurs >We go to the museum, see some fossils I buy him ice cream and a toy triceratops. >"uncle anon, this is the best day ever"
For the first time in my life, I feel a fraction of what a being a father is like. I feel purpose and drive, my job doesn't seem pointless anymore. I look forward to meeting them and doing family stuff together.
Am I making a huge mistake? I think I'm gonna marry this woman and adopt the little guy.
>have an inflation kink >it's also super meditative for me feeling the air going into my bowels, like feeling the gurgles and groans when I near my limit and having everything feel stretched out >last week on Tuesday I was doing it with an aquarium pump and fell asleep due to just feeling completely relaxed >was asleep for like 25+ minutes while the air was going into me, and I only do a combined total of 10 minutes usually over the course of 40 minute sessions >only woke up because it literally reached through me to my stomach and caused me to vomit up actual waste from my intestines >didn't look that bad when I was laying down, but when I stood up from my bed my stomach literally just surged out in front of me >it was what I was fantasizing looking like my entire life but in actuality was the most painful thing I ever experienced >released the air and laid on the bed in agony for the next 12 hours >have been having terrible muscle cramps since then and can hardly go into my office job, needing to explain it as PMS
It's been getting better but I feel like I may have hurt something inside I loved doing this the past couple years so much but I don't know if I'm going to after this
>be me playing intense 1v1 online game (chess) >im actually pretty good despite being a complete retard irl >dominate every player >get really high rank >stumble upon this obscure player >he's the first who manages to beat me >rematch >loseagain.jpg >repeat x30 >he sends a link to his discord in chat >add him >he's pretty wholesome & chill >we start to play random games togheter and just hang out on discord >ffw 4 weeks >he sends a pic of him crossdressing with the caption "if you want to see the rest beat me at chess" >his thighs and his skinny tummy are exposed >my meat is literally trembling >challenge him >lose again
Anyway after that we started seeing eachother (he likes to top)
